He sees me for all that I am and all that I praise to be. He sees my dark and holds my hand. He may not always have the answers but he sure as hell has my back. I spent the last two years in the depths of my own darkness, pain, pleasures, passions, undoing and relearning and expressing and bringing light to things I’d rather avoid.

I have this deep searing desire for the fullest, most sensual, divinely guided, loved filled, passionate romance every day of my life. The kind future lives of me calls back to remember the feeling. The kind God divinely orchestrated. And I’m walking it. It’s right here, right now in every second of every day of every year of my life with Beau.

Someone so connected intricately with my past, by my side birthing my future. The one growing life alongside me, who made me a Mama. My protector. My King. My Lover. My Saint.

I love you Beau Michael in all the ways I know how and in all the ways I am learning. Thank you for loving me infinitely.